Decisions Decisions

Not so much of a sunny day

When you realize it's not how you really wish it was...  

I feel really sad.

Am I so strange? Do I want too much? Maybe... But I can't change that. Although I try to do as if I haven't seen, heard anything... It still makes me feel really, really sad inside. 

I DO MY BEST.

Are my expectations too great? Should I just forget about how I would be happier? Should I ask for more?

14.02.13

バレンタインデー

I made heart-shape decorated chocolates~ 

デコチョコを作った。

(｡･ω･｡)ﾉ♡

I used milk chocolate and white chocolate, red food colouring, silicon heart shape mould, tiny colourful sugar shapes (moons, hearts, stars and clovers), strawberry syrup gel and cute cardboard containers.

1) Melt the chocolate in a bain-marie. For the white chocolate I used the red colouring so that there were different shades of pink!

2) Fill in the mould ^^

3) Put the mould inside the fridge and wait for about 30-50 minutes.

4) Unmold the chocolates and decorate them! :3

 

Too lovey-dovey, maybe? -///-

Hope my ぺけ enjoys them! (｡･ω･｡)ﾉ♡

P.S: I only was going to make 24, but I ended up making 46 @_@ It took about 1h and a half for each batch (12).

日本語能力試験に合格した!!!! (((o(*ﾟ▽ﾟ*)o)))

日本語能力試験に合格した!!!! (((o(*ﾟ▽ﾟ*)o)))

寿司

NOTE: This video is not a serious video! ;D

On repetition~

I've felt the hate rise up in me

Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves

I wander out where you can't see

Inside my shell, I wait and bleed

I've felt the hate rise up in me

Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves

I wander out where you can't see

Inside my shell, I wait and bleed

Goodbye

I wipe it off on a tile, the light is brighter this time

Everything is turning blasphemy

My eyes are red and gold, the hair is standing straight up

This is not the way I picture me

I can't control my shakes, how the hell did I get here?

Something about this, so very wrong

I have to laugh out loud, I wish I didn't like this

Is it a dream or a memory?

I've felt the hate rise up in me

Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves

I wander out where you can't see

Inside my shell, I wait and bleed

Get outta my head 'cause I don't need this

Why didn't I see this?

Well, I'm a victim Manchurian candidate

I have sinned by just makin' my mind up

And takin' your breath away

I've felt the hate rise up in me

Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves

I wander out where you can't see

Inside my shell, I wait and bleed

I've felt the hate rise up in me

Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves

I wander out where you can't see

Inside my shell, I wait and bleed

Goodbye

You haven't learned a thing

I haven't changed a thing

The flesh was in my bones

The pain was always free

You haven't learned a thing

I haven't changed a thing

The flesh was in my bones

The pain was always free

I've felt the hate rise up in me

Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves

I wander out where you can't see

Inside my shell I wait and bleed

I've felt the hate rise up in me

Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves

I wander out where you can't see

Inside my shell, I wait and bleed

And it waits for you

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Slipknot - Wait & Bleed

Thinking...

I'm starting to think I'd be better off without you... 

I'm finding easy to be happy not having you, and sadly easy to not want you to be happy. 

I really didn't think it would turn out this way. 

I thought I would be sad, but I'm just plain angry.

I thought I would care about your feelings, about us, but I don't.

I don't care anymore and I'm not sure you can change that now.

No matter how many times you tell me you're sorry, I don't care.

..........

Sólo quiero decirte una cosa ahora mismo: ¡QUE TE PETEN! ù_ú

..........

[ Sunshine + loud music + forgetting about you ] made me much happier than you did. 

..........

There's just one problem, I do still love you.

Maybe if I went back in time...

... Cuando la persona que más quieres es la persona que más te hace llorar... Algo falla, ¿No?

:'(